Table Talk in Threepenny Review

I have a short essay published in the Table Talk section of Threepenny Review, Issue 158. You can purchase a copy online here.

A year ago I found a published collection of Threepenny‘s Table Talk essays and read them cover to cover. It’s such an honor to have my own Table Talk essay published now by such an amazing literary magazine.

My short essay – “We are your doctors, and this is the aftermath of idealism” – is about burnout and my frustrations with the U.S. healthcare system. It is a story of working in primary care, but it is not the story of working in primary care.

Wendy Lesser sent me a card and I danced in the post office with fangirl happiness:


LOST Magazine – On Culture Shock

My essay “On Culture Shock” has been published in LOST Magazine, Issue 6.

“On Culture Shock” is an essay I wrote during my first week back home after a year spent in Madrid as an undergraduate student in 2006. The photos accompanying the essay were also taken by me.

LOST is a Shanghai-based, multinational, bilingual magazine. This is the first time my writing has ever been translated.


Lascaux Prize in Short Fiction Finalist

“Bargains,” a short story that won the Pacifica Literary Review’s 2018 Fiction Contest, has been chosen as a Finalist for the Lascaux Prize in Short Fiction.

The story will be (re)published in The Lascaux Prize 2019 anthology later this year.

I’m so grateful to all of the editors, readers, and judges at both PLR and The Lascaux Review for supporting my writing.

Congrats to all of the other Lascaux Prize finalists, and especially to the winners!

2018 Lascaux Prize Short Fiction Contest Results


Understanding Book Use and Its Impact on You

My story “Understanding Book Use and Its Impact on You” has been published in Flash Fiction Magazine.

dangerous books

I drafted this story during a slow shift at an urgent care, in which I alternated between reading the clinic’s drug treatment pamphlets and compulsively checking the hold queue on my online public library account between patients.

You should know that I screen BAST-10 positive.

You can read the story online here.

Year in Reading – 2018

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Here’s my annual list of the books I’ve been reading. If you’ve read any of these and want to chat about them, please email me! Likewise, if there are books you think I should read, let me know. Sometimes I write short reviews over on my Goodreads page.

This year I’ve put ** next to my absolute favorites.

Selected 2018 Reading (by genre, then alphabetical by author/editor last name)


  • Nine Island by Jane Alison**
  • Go Tell it on the Mountain by James Baldwin
  • Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury.
  • Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
  • The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay by Michael Chabon
  • The End of the Story by Lydia Davis
  • White Noise by Don Delillo
  • All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr
  • Into the Forest by Jean Heglend
  • A visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan**
  • Less by Andrew Sean Greer**
  • Motherhood by Sheila Heti
  • The Seas by Sam Hunt**
  • Take Me With You by Catherine Ryan Hyde
  • Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin
  • Obelisk Gate by NK Jemisin
  • Stone Sky by NK Jemisin
  • The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
  • The Mars Room by Rachel Kushner**
  • The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova
  • The Incendiaries by R O Kwan**
  • The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin
  • The Stepford Wives by Ira Levin
  • The Story of My Teeth by Valeria Luiselli
  • Self-Portrait with Boy by Rachel Lyon**
  • A Young Man’s Guide to Late Capitalism by Peter Mountford
  • Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng
  • The First 15 Lives of Harry August by Claire North
  • Black Water by Joyce Carol Oates**
  • There There by Tommy Orange**
  • A Tale for the Time Being: A Novel by Ruth Ozeki
  • Excellent Women by Barbara Pym**
  • Bonfire by Krysten Ritter
  • Girls Burn Brighter by Shobha Rao
  • Trail of Lightning by Rebecca Roanhorse
  • Ceremony by Leslie Marmon Silko**
  • Idaho by Emily Ruskovich**
  • Empire Falls by Richard Russo
  • My Absolute Darling by Gabriel Tallent
  • This Is Where I Leave You by Jonathan Tropper
  • A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court by Mark Twain
  • All the King’s Men by Robert Penn Warren**
  • Another Brooklyn by Jacqueline Woodson
  • Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf**
  • Crazy Horse’s Girlfriend by Erika T. Wurth
  • A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara**

Nonfiction Books/Essays:

  • Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme edited by Ivan E. Coyote
  • Not That Bad edited by Roxane Gay**
  • How to Write an Autobiographical Novel: Essays by Alexander Chee.
  • Pilgrim at Tinker Creek by Annie Dillard
  • Plagues, Politics, and Policy: A Chronicle of the Indian Health Service, 1955-2008 by David DeJong
  • Evicted by Matthew Desmond
  • The Selfishness of Others: An Essay on the Fear of Narcissism by Kristin Dombek
  • THIS MUST BE THE PLACE by Sean H. Doyle
  • Altitude Sickness Litsa Dremousis
  • All the Real Indians Died Off  by Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz, Dina Gilio-Whitaker
  • The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit by Michael Finkel
  • Writing Past Dark by Bonnie Friedman
  • Against Everything: Essays by Mark Greif
  • The End of My Career by Martha Grover
  • A Bestiary by Lily Hoang**
  • The Folded Clock by Heidi Julavits
  • The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel Van der Kolk
  • Navajos Wear Nikes: A Reservation Life by Jim Kristofic
  • H is for Hawk by Helen Macdonald
  • Heart Berries by Terese Marie Mailhot**
  • 300 Arguments by Sarah Manguso
  • American Indian Health and Nursing by Margaret P. Moss PhD JD RN FAAN
  • Dirty River by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
  • Let’s Explore Diabetes with Owls by David Sedaris
  • How to Suppress Women’s Writing by Joanna Russ
  • I Don’t Think of You (Until I Do) by Tatiana Ryckman**
  • White Man’s Medicine by Robert A. Trennert
  • Educated by Tara Westover
  • The Chronology of Water by Lidia Yuknavitch
  • Heroines by Kate Zambreno**

Single-author short story Collections:

  • The Tent by Margaret Atwood**
  • A Guide to Being Born by Ramona Ausubel
  • Forty Stories by Donald Barthelme
  • Bad Behavior by Mary Gaitskill
  • The Dark Dark: Stories by Samantha Hunt
  • Get in Trouble by Kelly Link**
  • Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado**
  • People Like You by Margaret Malone
  • Leaving the Sea by Ben Marcus
  • Thunderstruck and Other Stories by Elizabeth McCracken**
  • The Refugees by Viet Thanh Nguyen
  • Enormous Changes at the Last Minute by Grace Paley
  • Heads of the Colored People by Nafissa Thompson-Spires

Lit Mags:

  • Blue Mesa Review, Issue 38
  • Cincinnati Review, 14.2
  • Copper Nickel, 24
  • Frequencies, Vol. 2
  • Gold Man Review, Issue 8
  • Paper Darts, Volume Seven**
  • Pacifica Literary Review, Issue 12
  • Ploughshares, Spring 2018


  • Calling a Wolf a Wolf by Kaveh Akbar
  • When my Brother was an Aztec by Natalie Diaz**
  • Electric Arches by Eve L. Ewing**
  • Go Because I Love You by Jared Harél
  • In Mad Love and War by Joy Harjo
  • Bright Dead Things by Ada Limón**
  • The Carrying by Ada Limón
  • Sparrow Pie by Katie Quinnelly**
  • The Dream of a Common Language by Adrienne Rich**
  • Palominos Near Tuba City: New and Selected Poems by Denise Sweet
  • No Parole Today by Laura Tohe**
  • Tséyi’ / Deep in the Rock: Reflections on Canyon de Chelly by Laura Tohe, with photographs by Stephen E. Strom


  • Jane: Documents from Chicago’s Clandestine Abortion Service 1968-1973 by Firestarter Press**
  • The Nizhoni Beat: Native American Feminist Musings Vol. 1 by Melanie Fey, Amber McCrary
  • Shik’is ShiHeart: My Friend, My Heart (Native American Feminist Musings) by Melanie Fey, Amber McCrary
  • Troubleshooting Silence in Arizona by Bojan Louis**
  • Honorary Men by Marisol Limon Martinez
  • Sugar by Anca L. Szilágyi
  • Violence by Vanessa Veselka and Lidia Yuknavitch

Visual Art & Graphic Novels

  • Chicken with Plums by Marjane Satrapi**
  • Master of the Photographic Essay by W. Eugene Smith
  • Looking Out, Looking In by Andrew Wyeth


“Pergelation” Wins Blue Mesa Review’s 2018 Nonfiction Contest

My story “Pergelation” was selected by contest judge Leslie Jamison as the winner of the Blue Mesa Review Fall 2018 Nonfiction Contest.

I worked on “Pergelation” off and on for years, initially trying to fictionalize it. After reading Jamison’s book of essays, The Empathy Exams, I sat down and rewrote “Pergelation” as pure nonfiction. I submitted it for the first time when I saw Jamison was judging the Blue Mesa Review contest. And it won! I’m so glad and terrified and elated.

Many thanks to the Blue Mesa Review, Leslie Jamison, and all of the friends who read this story before I sent it out. It will be published in Issue 38, forthcoming in early December 2018.

“Do No Harm” in Monkeybicycle

My flash fiction story “Do No Harm” has been published in Monkeybicycle and can be read now on their website. This is my second time working with Monkeybicycle‘s wonderful editor James Tate Hill and it’s been a joy having my writing under his editorial care. Thanks also to Seattle friends and colleagues at Hugo House for helping me with this story.

In previous drafts, the story that is now “Do No Harm” was a Finalist for Glimmer Train’s 2017 Very Short Fiction Award and received an honorable mention in Glimmer Train’s July/August 2016 Very Short Fiction Award contest.

At 3:17 pm EST Ben McKinnon walked into the Emergency Room at County Hospital and announced that, in eight to twelve hours, he would die.

Read the whole story online at Monkeybicycle.